Feel like i was just kicked in the face

I let myself calm down for a few days before makeing this post to prevent me from saying something i didnt mean..

Anyway, so i find out several members from the Linkshell are leaving to a new server. Fine, .. I can deal with that and easly get over it. What i can't get over is, my sister is one of them.

I'm not sure of to deal with this, i mean, do i just force myself to get over it and say " yep thats family" or, do i throw a "shit fit" and act like a selfish 2 year old? Well, i went with #2. I can't except that fact that she would choose her in-game boyfriend over her brother. I serouisly feel like some one just knocked my lolipop to the ground..

We started playing this game in 2006 on the same day, been in all the same LSs together and leraned about life in Vana'diel together, and now she just decided to up and leave with this dude and here is the bad part, i had to find out from someone else, she could'nt even tell me!!!!!!

I had to put her on my black list and ignore her on XBOX Live because i was so pissed that i was afraid that i might say something to her i would regret. Well, im starting to spool my self up again so im just going to stop here.... this really sux..

4th of July Weekend

OK, so this post has nothing to do with FFXI and everything top do with an awsome weekend i had! MY good buddy Bigearsfly invited me and my girl to head out to the river with his family for the weekend, ... how could i turn that down.. we started out the weekend with some light drinking and fishing. check out these pics of Big and my girl showing off their trophies.

After we all had a few drinks, we decided do have more drinks while playing the all amercian game of "HORSE SHOES"!!! WOOT nothing goes together better then lots of beer, a river, and horse shoes

Horse Shoes and fishing wern't the only activties available to us^^check these pics out.

this one is Estavan and his wife Carla

And this is my wife Donna

In all we were at the river for 5 days and 4 nights. Quite the weekend i would say^^ so in closing this post, i would like to include a pic of everyones fav taru Menothepro


\(^.^)/ dosnt he just remind you of a taru^^

Finaly a pic of Bigearsfly and I on the last day relaxing near the water.

Lets see now..

Let's talk about some video game stuff for a bit first.. It seems i got a bit luck and was invited into some Nyz. Isl fun. "WHoo whoo" Faffy!!!

I recieved a brand new XBOX in the mail yesterday since my only decided to crap on me;;. I'm all kinds of stoked about it. i hated playing on a laggy ass PC. So my first day back on XBOX was no joke. We did a very fast Limbus winning us a much needed chip and bringing us that much closer to Proto-Ultima. I can't wait to fight that NM. Then, after Limbus we went straight in to some of the new ZNMs that SE so kindly blessed us with. OF course SE has a thing about makeing everything as annoying as possible soo, they decided to put a NM in a place that took us 2 hours to reach and caused at least 10 deaths. HAHA, the ZNM was no picnic either, we lost due to too many adds and a overly uber charmed MNK^^. This pic here is from diffrent ZNM but it also charmed us in a way that almost had me falling out of my seat laughing..

This one is anothe ZNM we did together. we actually won this fight^^

And to finish off the post, a pic of Rage and I goofing off in Qufim as a DNC and BRD duo!

First Post!!

Here is the start of me new blog. its time that i had a real one instead of that "wall-0-text" i had as my last one.

I guess i'll start out by discribing myself a bit. Im a regular 26 year old dude living in southern California. the majority of my time is spent with my beautiful girlfriend, or playing FFXI(mostly FFXI^^). I have been playing this game since Sept 06. in that time i have achived a great deal of ingame goals and made lot of friends that a will never forget, here is a pic of some of them.

lol, i know, "where are the names" right? i took them out for now^^. Well now that i know how to make a proper blog, i look foward to many many updates and maybe even a cool story.